My husband and I have wanted to start a family for some time. After trying for over a year we discovered that we face some reproductive challenges. In May of 2010, I began IVF treatment via ICSI. The results were successful, I had become pregnant with two thriving little boys. We were so happy. The stress, emotion, and investment in this fertility procedure had paid off with twin boys. We were on top of the world. In my 5th month of pregnancy I went into labor. My twin boys were too small to for the doctors to aid their survival.
I have experienced a plethora of emotions in our quest to start a family. Happiness, sadness, grief, altruistic love, suffering, hope, too many emotions to list here. Yet, in this journey through the challenges of starting a family, I have found solace in writing about my children, writing about my grief, and sharing my thoughts with others.
I decided to create this site not only to help others find success on the path to pregnancy, but also to help myself. To share with others my thoughts and my feelings, as I too, am on the same quest to have healthy living children. Whilst on my journey, I can try to alleviate some of the pain and suffering in my grievances as I move on to a hopeful, happier future full of life and children.
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