Hysteroscopy

For those of you that don’t know what a hysteroscopy is, it’s a way for a doctor to look at the lining of your uterus with a thin viewing tool called a hysteroscope. I have an appointment for this procedure next Wednesday, and I really don’t want to do it. 

I’ve never enjoyed any form of medical intervention, let alone in my private parts. Who does? Anyway, the first reason I don’t want to have this procedure is: despite though the likelihood that I’m not pregnant(something like 1 in a million) there’s still a chance. Another reason is that it’s tremendously invasive procedure and I just don’t want to do it.

My uterus has been through so much in the last last 7 months, can we please let her rest. She needs to rest, so she can be ready for my next pregnancy. I suppose the only way to resolve this situation is to call our doctor in Romania, to see if it is absolutely necessary to make it now. This is Bogdan’s department, my Romanian has a long way to come, before I’m able to express myself exactly how I’d like. 

We’ll see. 

There are two sides to this coin, one if they can find the cause for what went wrong in my pregnancy, that would be ideal. Yet, on the other side...if they find nothing, I put my uterus and a possible pregnancy at risk for nothing. What to do, what to do. I suppose to hope it’s the first.